theres nothing really much else to do except to sit around and will the day away.
watch the sun as it crawls across the horizon.

every wondered why it seems to take longer for the sun to set than rise?
its directly overhead at around 12-1 but only sets at 7.

i wake up a little later every morning so that the amount of hours i have to constantly face are significantly shortened.
the number of blinks at the empty blue wall of my run considerably reduced.
on some days, i wish i never had to crawl out of bed but instead could stay curled up under security of my quilt with my teddy bear in my arms, up high and away from the world to mull and mope and get lost in my fantasies of when the world was a much happier place.